It’s freezing in my house my furnace has obviously went out. We have candles lit everywhere and it’s still 39 degrees in here. we are bundled up in the same room in hopes our body heat will create another source of heating. when I stepped into myself it pushed a lot of people away,as it should have!! Im just sitting here thinking like damn when I was vibrating real low. Everybody was around me,and my kids didn’t suffer for anything. but I innerstand I was doing low vibrational things to keep us afloat reflections( selling drugs). now that I know what part I played in the demise of my own kind I just can’t do it. I could easily snap my fingers and go back to making thousands daily. But you all mean more to me than amy dollar. I look at my kids and they look like they are giving up on me. They aren’t used to living like this. They are upset with me because we are suffering and they know I can do something about it. I never hid anything from my kids and even if I tried they new better. We are just built different. As the days go by its getting harder and harder to speak life into them while watching the light dim within there eyes. But I still do. My oldest doesn’t say much at all so when he speaks I listen. And now I can’t help to think and know that all of this is my fault. If I had of caught on a little sooner maybe we wouldn’t be where we are now. At the end of the day it’s me and my 3 kids plus my niece. That’s just it. left my husband I had no choice. He went against everything that I stand for. My son is begging me to call on him for help. it feels like it’s going against my soul to do so. What should I do reflections. I can’t even Think straight right now. Ive Humbly sat down 2021 obtained all the knowledge I can possibly hold and exchange. I have a plan but it takes money to do so. I will not ask him even though he has it. it would be like selling My soul. I’m very creative this is how we have been surviving! i Just can’t go back to my old ways Ive came to far. I just hope my kids forgive me! I forgive myself I didn’t know What I know now! Excuse my for my rant. this is just some honesty. its easy to say we vibrating high everyday but thats not my truth. Its a constant battle. I wont ever stop fighting back! So I’m being attacked every which way. They probably thought I would play there games forever( I don’t blame them I was knee deep) so when I cut the cord they immediately had to make
me feel it. 13,000 was stolen out my bank account and has yet to be returned. They literally left me with nothing. That was every dollar I had to start my business to keep us going. I’ve been focusing on the solution and Not the problem. I have a solution but i Need money to do this without harming my people. My ancestors told me I had to detached from there money and I did. i literally stripped myself from anything of physical and material value. it was necessary!! But geesh give a goddess some help figuring this out. I’m blocked!!
✌🏿hang in there GODESS
Hi Sirius, you are being tested. The energy is here now to release the old. You can with the help of your 👶🏾 they,re already magical all together you can visualize what you want to experience. You have the energy of your Soul family and of the ORIGIN at your disposal. The problem is we have given our powers to others because of lack of knowledge and understanding Self. You have to apply knowledge and trust that when you send out a thought it never comes back void. You are not helpless you just have to ask for help and it will be given unto you. Trust Self. The 👶🏾 will be a great help because they can use their imagination without problems. Much love ❤️ and let that 🔥 burn within you
I completely innerstand your struggle specifically it has definitely been a struggle for myself to go from making thousands a day to nothing at all or very little not only that I went from that to jail time several times and having the money put away stolen by the slave catchers to actually working a 9 to 5 to the ancestors telling me to walk completely away from their system I send you nothing but enerG to hold on and go within you will get through