There’s always a moment
There’s always a moment where we wonder why….why we gotta do this or that. Why can’t it just be…I’m sure it’s the psychedelics but overall I feel like there’s more out there waiting for my people, it sucks when they don’t care to see it. For all of my life I’ve been considered…weird or lame, I knew I was much more not better but more..to myself. I just want to make change at free will with out waiting on something or someone to tell me how and when. I am trying harder and harder to connect with the ancestors but my emotions are weighing me down. The matrix is infecting my soul and lucky for me I have nothing else to lose, cosmically. I want to change the way we live and do things, my soul becomes bored of what the oppressors has set up for us. Jobs.,sports,video games, entertainment, all setup to keep us from becoming who we truly are. I know we are able to time travel, bend light with our minds, fly, CONTROL ELEMENTS, etc. The cosmos shows the answers but due to the light codes that keep us from seeing into what we are…we become blind to the truth. A star isn’t a star once it moves and becomes active. As a kid I always knew that the world was much cooler, but I didn’t think it would be this cold. Yeah it’s cool getting money and what not, but my species aren’t allowed to enjoy it. Too busy trying to figure out who we are, and the money blinds us from it, it is the true light code that must be broken and stripped from this matrix. Everything holds form here but once we transcend, what is one to another? Besides a perspective on a appearance. The day will come and the world will no longer be of what it is now today.
I had to get a grip on my emotions. I decided to take another Self-Love journey on 10/10. The last one was 2017-2019. I ran into this podcast on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/episode/1nkVyjdCzuidZepAbKFxC0?si=PueTRN1dR26exZOSYWPhYA&utm_source=copy-link
Its frustrating grasping the reality of todays livelihood. I hope you find a balance between the spiritual and physical world. I too am finding my routine spiritually and connecting with the spirit world. Just remember emotions are fallen angels that can easily posses us. Be aware of the your thoughts and reason with them Peace