This live tonight

I cried, the familiar feeling I get just looking in Rashad eyes and how he knew exactly what I was feeling, I be wanting to kill random white people and say fuck it, my girl was white and she was vibrating low when I first met her because she was traumatized by her family cuz white people some sick mother fuckers, as soon as she start vibrating high and we was gonna leave her parents crib same day, her vessel died....im crying right now typing this shit, im Ready to die I can’t stand living in this world with all these racist fucking pigs, thats why growing up as kids they used to look at us a typa way and we never knew till now because we was innocent, this shit hurt so fuckin bad because I don’t know if imma see her again, HER step dad “Mike Riddler” or “Riddles” lives in Florida, even Told me HIS step dad was a Reptilian, fuck both of them evil Pussy ass lil boys, ion care anymor, at her funeral they had 3 tall ass pleaidians holding the door and shit when they wheeled me in on the wheelchair cuz my leg was broken in the car “accident”....they “Christians“ but not a single bible verse was read at her funeral...they didn’t care about their own daughter, we were living in our car homeless for 8 months, only reason we moved in wit them is cuz I had to prove to my girl that they ain’t care about her, and right When she believed me and we was gonna leave, next day that happened to us...maybe she had pleaidian blood in her so i will see her in the after life, but I’m not going out suicidal (like they want me to) I’m going out killing everything that took her from me and caused her pain, They robbed her of a good childhood and they robbed all of us of our childhood, im gonna Get my fucking Justice with my Own bare hands before I leave this world to find her